Mar. 11th, 2011 04:55 pm
chanterofelegies: (|Takeru/Hikari| Oh sorrow)

As you all certainly know, Japan is suffering now due to a horribly strong earthquake and also tsunami. I can't do much on my own, but it's safe to say, I wish to help more.

Therefore, I'm trying to encourage everyone to donate too. Any amount is helpful right now, so even if you don't have much, please help. Anyone who donates can just post here and get either:

3 icons of their choice
2 drabbles (100 words.)

My fandoms are Digimon, Avatar(TLA), Sailor Moon, Code Geass, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Pokemon and Shakugan no Shana


Please, please help!!


chanterofelegies: (|J-Cap| Beautiful)

I'm feeling lost. And sad and angry. I'm overall frustrated.

Don't know what to do. Don't want to do anything. Can't do anything.

chanterofelegies: (|Delbert|Bummed)
Because no one needs to read this )

My D driver is gone. Kaput. I stored everything there. Sigtags, pictures, my photoshop, my fics. I'll have to drop out of things I didn't want to.

chanterofelegies: (|Sailor Mars| HBIC)
I can't.
chanterofelegies: (|Haruka Michiru| So that our crosses bec)
Gay love is love, too. I love men and women. May people do. Some women only like women. Some men only like men. It's not a horrible thing. It's not supposed to hurt people who feel different. It isn't distasteful. It's. Just. Love.

If you can't accept that, then we have no business interacting.


Dec. 19th, 2010 11:27 am
chanterofelegies: (XHarukaMichiruXlove of my life)
I can't have an earache today ;3;
chanterofelegies: (XHarukaMichiruXlove of my life)
I have a friend to cosplay as my Michiru, yay! ♥
chanterofelegies: (XOwenXoh boy...)
Because when I'm feeling like this, a Linkin' Park based title is kinda necessary. 

I'm tired of trying to do something good and always end up failing. Obviously I'll never get any-fucking-where and am wasting my time trying to be someone to somebody else. I'm good for nothing piece of... nothing.

I'll never make my dreams come true, and no one fucking cares about that, anyway. I'm not even sure I care about it anymore. I'll just end up doing what I'm meant to be doing: wasting my life away.

As soon as I finish my last test, around the beginning of February, I'll just be the useless person my mother says I am.

Because I do useless very well.

p.s: Why the fuck do I have to choose ONE mood theme?
chanterofelegies: (steaming)

That pretty much sums it up. Also, I need a new layout, but do I know how to make one? NO! \o/

1- I'm so behind on replaying the AA games it's ridiculous.
2- I haven't stopped to watch anime/draw/rp on lj/write in like, forever. It's getting to me.
3- I need Franziska/Lang fics so hard.
4- I miss the old times so much. I liked having fandom rule my life.
5- Welcome, [livejournal.com profile] seiberwing  !

chanterofelegies: (scream girufodo)

Como alguns de vocês sabem, eu voltei para o pré-vestibular. Percebi que meu curso anterior não era para mim, estava deprimida, queria mudar. Eu sabia que não poderia levar esse ano como levei os outros.Naquela época eu acreditava ingenuamente que por estar tentando um curso pouco concorrido, podia relaxar e não levar meus estudos tão a sério. Não é assim que funciona. 

Também não é preciso estudar o dia inteiro, claro que não. Você precisa ler as matérias até fixar bem o conteúdo, fazer exercícios para ter ceteza de que entendeu tudo, tirar dúvidas sobre o que não entendeu. Precisa buscar o conhecimento nas áreas que não são da sua discursiva, porque elas vão ser seu diferencial.

Eu sei disso. E sei que tenho que correr atrás do que eu quero. Estou fazendo justamente isso, tanto que meus amigos não me veem online o tempo todo como antes. Meu estudo > Meu lazer

Eu sinto falta dos meus amigos. Alguns em particular. Eu sinto falta de largar as preocupações por um momento e me divertir sem me sentir culpada ou com medo de não passar, mais uma vez.

Hoje, Sábado, dia 06 de Março, estava ansiosa para começar o meu dia. Imaginei que hoje eu poderia ter essa diversão. Meu pai disse que não. Só a noite. Sábado a noite, e Domingo.

Ele sabe que estou estudando. Sabe, mas não reconhece.

Quando me pronuncio em relação a isso dizendo que não vou estudar o Sábado todo, ele me lembra que não passei no vestibular em anos anteriores. Ele gosta muito de me lembrar disso - de que ele pagou uma escola cara para que eu tivesse uma boa base e eu fui incapaz de fazer uma simples prova de vestibular - , gosta de jogar na minha cara o quão imprestável eu sou.

A última coisa que eu preciso nesse momento assustador é alguém me dizendo que o meu jeito de fazer as coisas não dá certo. Eu preciso de confiança, de apoio. Não sou uma pessoa confiante. Ele sabe, vocês sabem, quase todas as pessoas que me conhecem sabem. Mas tento melhorar isso, tento buscar confiança nas minhas pequenas conquistas.

Em outros anos, fracassei por não levar a sério, por negligenciar meus estudos faltando a aulas importantes, não fazendo as redações em sala de aula ou as provas discursivas. Esse ano, se tudo continuar como está, eu terei tudo que preciso, academicamente falando, para passar. Mas vou fracassar outra vez, por não acreditar que consigo.

Meu professor de Química disse no primeiro dia de aula: você precisa acreditar que é bom. Se você acreditar, vai passar. Mas tem que acreditar.

E eu, pelo menos agora, não acredito.
chanterofelegies: (so happy/laugh/smile/naveen)

It's quite clear form everyone's entries that people are having a shitty month. Since I'm bad at most everything except drawing and iconing, everyone who sees this entry, regardless of being on my friends list, is free to post pictures they want iconed (as many as they want), or ask for drawings, fanart or original.

Also, a meme I ganked. Everyone will know mostly everything, but let's give it a try.

The questions )


Good luck, everyone.

chanterofelegies: (gin <3)
Thank you all. You're awesome and I love you.

Moar memes

Jan. 29th, 2010 09:39 am
chanterofelegies: (gin <3)

My brother can just go fuck himself. Now, a meme:


If you read this, please post a comment with a completely fictional memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, but it has to be fake!

When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your LJ and see what your friends come up with.


LOL, whatever.
chanterofelegies: (sadness that will pass)
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you,
or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."



Undressing my soul )


There are other things about me, but I think I covered what matters. Generally, if you want to know about me, just ask and I'll probably tell you what you want to know. I'm very much an open book.


Jan. 26th, 2010 02:32 pm
chanterofelegies: (sadness that will pass)
I hate feeling so useless.
chanterofelegies: (secrets)

At [livejournal.com profile] satsu_basu 's apartment. I'm so glad I'm here, so close to her.

Her laugh is the most beautiful thing in the world. Im almost crying.

Hopefully we get to kiss :P


'Sup with you guys?


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chanterofelegies: (ran smile)

I wanna be a popstar :~


You are my only popstar :~


Thank you for today, my day was perfect! Goodnight :***

chanterofelegies: (rei minako)
Alright, so this is the result of my first project for college.

Bara bara )

I'm thinking of making plushies for money, since I probably won't work for my father anymore... Hmm.
chanterofelegies: (ogata/eita)

So I go buy something at the bakery. I say "Good afternoon", and most of the time, I get nothing back. Like I hadn't said anything at all. Then, I pay and say "Thank you", with a smile. Ignored again.

This is actually common, and happens pretty much all the time. I feel really bad. It's like I don't even exist.

So, tonight, at school (just a few minutes ago) I bought some chocolate. As usual, I said "Thank you" and smiled, and I was surprised that I actually got a smile back along with a "You're welcome".

I guess my point actually is: people should try being kind more often. Sometimes all a person needs is for you to acknowledge their presence. So really, if you have the chance, smile to people you come across in the streets, even if you don't know them. I do it all the time, and I always feel good about it, and I like to think they do, too.




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